"Forget everything you think you know."

Once again, I'd forgotten for awhile that I have this. It's funny, I spend most of my day thinking about what I'm going to write and nowhere near as much time as I'd like actually putting it down into words. Most of my thoughts spend their time in my head, and I wish I could scribble them all down the way I was months ago. But I have to remind myself that during the times I took that course of action, it didn't always go quite the way I wanted it to.

Everything changed over the past month or so - the past two weeks, if I really want to be honest with myself - and I'm not sorry for it. I'm not sorry for what I did and what I chose to do, for the truths I revealed and the ones I'm keeping secret (from everyone but two people in the world - my best friend and someone else special to me) for the time being. Those are my choices to make, and I'm the one choosing to stick by them. That's what, to me, constitutes a good decision. It doesn't necessarily have to be one that everyone around you supports, it's just a matter of being one that you know is right for you.

For some reason or another I'm tired early tonight, and I'm not going to fight against that too much. I'm going to just tuck myself into bed and get some much deserved rest. A great conversation with my bestie happened tonight, and it left me in good spirits. I'm going to hang onto that good feeling and get myself some sleep.